for the past two days i've felt crappy. i took off work yesterday. i wasn't feeling it my head was burting blah blah blah... i lost some weight lets here it woo-hoo! i didn't really lose weight i lost inches..thats fine!

so...let's see i saw my grades... straight C's thats fine. lol. thats about the type of work i do. i do C work i deserve C grades. i was freaking out cuz my algebra teacher gave me a bit of a scare.basically if i fail any class i lose my grant lose my grant...i go home. cuz lets face it i won't be able to afford it.

umm, i dunno what is going on with me lately. i have this feeling of rage inside. i'm a rage-a-holic. i can't stop drinking rage-a-hol! that was a little simpsons joke for those who watch the simpsons.

man, i just came back from this buffalo wing contest. khalif was in it! thats why i went. pointless. he gave up. this guy in my english class was in it i asked him what was the problem...needless to say, "them shits was hot." i'll take his word for it. i was still cheering him on but it dammit it was gross this dude threw up in his own mouth. you know how i feel about vomit so i had to go. now i keep feeling vomity.

shira has been hanging with some real sleezeballs lately and this girl whom i really can't stand name randi. ugh. i'm not even about to get on how much i don't like randi but i just don't. this one sleezeball comes up to me and says "you've got some big-ass titties, what u up to?" i just gave him a what the fuck look. needless to say i left the cafeteria. khalif left around the same time i did. i was gonna congratulate him but all his boys were around. how intimidating. lol. i always want to say something to him but... i'm so shy around him. i swear he is like the only guy i feel like this around. he makes me feel so stupid i end up very pissed off at myself for not saying anything. i sound like i'm 12. i'm an adult i need to act like it. so...i'm pissed and irritated. i'm going back home and i'm going to lay down now.

i'll perhaps write more later. it'll be a busy weekend and i have to go to work. later.