
Babbling, random thoughts all from the inquiring mind of yours truly.
hey, it's four more days until i go home! i'm so excited! i can't help myself,lol.
i've been slacking really bad in school. i can't concentrate on anything. don't get me wrong i do study but apparently by my grades not hard enough. i thought i was doing pretty good but in actuality i'm doing terrible. my gpa is going to be awful. the only grade i feel confident in is my english grade and my tests and all my papers i've been getting C's. so i think i'm going to have a C in english. i failed my math test and thats the only grade i have to show for in that class. so i really need to have a talk with my professors and ask them what can i do to get an A or B in those classes because if i get bad grades they are going to take my grant money away and if they do i won't be able to go to school anymore because seriously i can't afford it.
i'm so worried about my grades i don't know what to do. but what i do know is, is i have to study harder. i just can't get involved in any activities. i can't go to chicago club anymore i need to use that time to study. i really need to manage my time because i'm not sleeping well and i'm worrying about getting a job so i just need to manage my time and not stay up all late talking to meisha and shira. so after i get back from fall break it is a whole new leaf.